July 2010
8 posts
June 2010
5 posts
I've never felt so low before.
gabebondoc:
This publication is not to illicit pity.. but to record that today, I’ve touched what feels a lot like the bottom.
The hidden beauty in this is that, from here, there is no where to go but up.
Now, get up.
Oh Gabe.
Set up to Fail
I haven’t stopped to think in 6 months.
It has all been a continuous stream of events. Trying to keep pace with a self-inflicted, masochistic palette of responsibilities. And I reveled in it. Lavished in the fact that I was doing so much for myself. I felt proud and accomplished that I was on top of this 20-something year old hierarchy. I challenged myself with a full-time life. And was...
January 2010
3 posts
December 2009
5 posts
Mescaline
Its all just stages. And reflecting lets you envelope yourself in the memories and emotions that have been occupying your life. I envy those buddhist monks who take that time to meditate and reflect on their actions, taking the time to move slowly and remain at peace. You can’t find that nowadays, especially with the grind everyone seems to be on, caught up in their own agenda.
But in those...
If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's...
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November 2009
3 posts
My Thanksgiving Thanks
Chapters close as new entries are jotted down in our growing autobiographies. It raises the question to you the reader: Would anyone waste their time with it?
What gives your life interest and piques the curiosity of an anonymous denizen? In our blended lives, what persuades you to reject conformity and establish your own niche? We all need a mix of something original in our daily recipe. Its a...
Transgression
It’s been a lot of months since I relayed my thoughts down this avenue. What I’ve been doing these recent months could justify it, but I’ll leave that for another session in the future.
What’s been on my mind lately though has been kind of tugging at my inner conscience.
As I grow through my experiences and daily interactions, I’ve developed a deeper understanding of my...
September 2009
6 posts
Contingent
Its an interesting set of circumstance I continue to place myself in; ironic even to an extent.
I’ve ranted countlessly on my aspirations for treading new waters and testing my capabilities beyond a reasonable doubt. So it doesn’t surprise me that with this new chapter in my life, a greater challenge presents itself, undoubtedly brought upon me of my own free will.
I work 40 hours a...
“The thing I hate about an argument is that it always interrupts a discussion.”
– G. K. Chesterton
August 2009
7 posts
Versus
Its an internal conflict.
An emotional longing to be accepted, gratified, sought, loved..
And yet, this barrier denies me access to the very things I yearn for. It is as if the thought itself, the search, is what makes me content: its an empty feeling. I know what I want, what I’m looking for. And it feels attainable.
…But when the opportunity presents itself, I seem to revert back...
Chasing the Ghost of a good thing
Its a struggle sometimes.
Wanting to make the best of everything around you. You can do everything right, put yourself in the right place, and still not see the results and desires you yearn for. Introduce an outside factor and it screws your game plan.
But then again, that’s what we’re intended to believe? Take care of yourself and things will just fall into place.
As if it were...
July 2009
7 posts
Girl: oh yeah! i still have your clothes
i washed them
Me: THANKS
I dont have any panty's to wear
Girl: HAHAHAH
i didnt even borrow those my dear hahah !
Me: ohh
well
then..this is awkward
Guest Speaker
so i started hanging out with this kid. he’s cool i guess. for some reason i feel comfortable with him… which is kind of weird considering the short amount of time we’ve known each other. he’s got me to really open up and try different things. i don’t know i guess cause of this tumblrrrrrr thingy.. he’s inspired me in some way or another.
but that’s not...
Reinspired
Marc always used to make fun of me.
Me: Man, I’m bored.
Marc: You need a hobby.
Me: Like what?
Marc: Go find something you like to do instead of sitting around on your computer, dork.
Ironic, cause here I am. .
:P
But he’s right though. I admire that guy for what he does: he dances for a bunch of different crews, and he’s good at it. I’ll show support for that dude...
June 2009
6 posts
Another chapter read
Our experiences are written into the pages of our biography. We grow, we develop, and with every passing experience another addition is made in an attempt to mold the final product.
Certain optimism influences the passages when we are happy. But for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. Some things happen.. just because they were meant to. We don’t have control of our...
“Everyone has a fair turn to be as great as he pleases”
– Jeremy Collier
Everclear.
I’m at a cross road. Should I stay or should I go?
I take my life in milestones. I set goals for myself and after a certain time period, I analyze what it is I’ve accomplished and what’s in store for me in the future.
I didn’t do as bad as I had imagined this last semester. Managed to keep my GPA above a 3.0, but I’m not down with that. I’m trying to go to Law...