1. 2 years ago 

   Guest Speaker

   so i started hanging out with this kid. he’s cool i guess. for some reason i feel comfortable with him… which is kind of weird considering the short amount of time we’ve known each other. he’s got me to really open up and try different things. i don’t know i guess cause of this tumblrrrrrr thingy.. he’s inspired me in some way or another.

   but that’s not the point… or it’s not the main thing that makes me think the most.

   truth is… what’s really on my mind is…

   “What the heck am i doing here???”

   no really though.. with me being an upcoming senior and having to deal with all this college stuff. i honestly don’t know what i’m about to do with my life. yeah sure everyone goes through this some point or whatever…blah blah blah. but really though. lately it feels like everyone knows what their doing except me. my brother says you don’t really need to know what you’re gonna do with your life until the second year of college. but i mean i’d like to know a little bit of what i’m gonna be doing. the only thing i’m set on is dancing. but still! i honestly don’t think i’m set to take up the whole dancing career… i seriously don’t think i’m that good. but you also of course have to look at the optimistic side of things and just hope for the best. I do also love helping people :D

   the other day i was helping my friend pay for the parking meter so she wouldn’t get a ticket. and i noticed the other car’s meter was already at zero… so i put in an extra twenty-five cents for the unknown car :D

   …ewww. i just reread what i just wrote… i complain too much.
   life’s too short to be wasting it full of complaints… i shall stop.

   anyways, i recently left my purpose in life in the hands of God. so i guess this whole thing was a bunch of nonsense. oh well… things happen for a reason :D

   well if you’re gonna get something out of this entry… get this:

   Everyone is blessed with a gift from God. It’s important to hold it with an open hand, so that if God decides to make something out of it or take it away, you’ll be ready. God has a plan for your talent, it might not be what you had in mind, but if you put it into God’s hands… the outcome will be a million times greater :D
   —-inspired by HappySlip

   by the way… my name’s camille :D

I mean while I'm here, I might as well

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